Eighteen

what you need.

are you having trouble getting what you need? does a good night’s sleep elude you? have you been a lighthouse for too long, with no ships on the horizon? or is it external recognition that you so desperately crave? what about the right job with the right people doing the right thing for the right clients? are you worried that this may not even exist for you? do you need something you can believe in?

maybe stop judging everyone for their blessings and their misfortunes. let them have what they need.

let them have the best. forever daylight is a nightmare; allow them this moment in the sun. everyone deserves to be a child at three years old. but not everyone gets to have that. so let them be 33 and a mess. let them go the wrong way. let them be ready when they’re ready. let them experience the exact journey that they’re on.

the worst things will visit each of us, even if we don’t tell it to anyone. you can’t stop what’s coming for you or for those you love. even your enemies will get what they need. just give it a rest and see what this dislodges for you.