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what’s not flowing?

they don’t see your value? maybe they’re not meant to. they won’t promote you? maybe you aren’t there for that. they won’t meet you where you are? maybe you’re meant to meet them where they are. love hurts? maybe it’s something else. can’t get your body right? sit down and listen; you’re not here to perform. can’t seem to get anywhere? time to go within.

the escape room won’t let you out with the puzzles half-solved. if you refuse the meal you’ll be served another until you’ve cleaned your plate and memorized the recipe for humble pie. gotta grow a bit more, maybe a few more years before they let you onto the next rollercoaster; they wouldn’t want you too scared or too small to fully enjoy it. car won’t start? maybe a long walk will do you better than a short drive. getting bored in the playroom? maybe time to start your new adventures outside. best friends starting to feel weird? maybe that’s not what they are.

we won’t always know what’s going on or why. but it was man and not beast that invented prayer. ask for the gift of sight: “help me to perceive what i perceive. help me see what i need to see, when i need to see it.” ask for healing: “i am sorry. please forgive me. thank you. i love you.” and when the battle within arises to finally leave you, help it along: “out of my body. out of my body.” in motion, in stillness, find your flow.